bulletproof

back in ashland

cuz i’m a freak bitch baby

memory

Charlie Kaufman of Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, on memory:

“Davis [Lydia Davis, author of The End of the Story] was talking about the way that memories don’t exist as tape recordings. You have a memory of your first date with this person, and you have a memory of your first date with this person after the relationship is over. Nothing has changed, but your memory of the first date, after the relationship is over, is a completely different memory because it’s infused with what happened between this and the end. And what went wrong, and what you didn’t see at the time, and the end. The end is coloring the beginning, but you still assume it’s the same memory if you don’t think about it. You’re completely different person, it’s a completely different memory. Memories are re-created, they don’t exist in storage. They’re re-created each time you think of them.”

fireside lounge

the bqe

The BQE, a film by Sufjan Stevens.

midnight vultures

This is one of my favorite albums, ever.

head on straight, mask on crooked.

let me show you how I work

i’ll close my eyes and bite your tongue